Beauty
is a concept that is often considered universal, concrete, and unalterable. A
few years ago, after careful consideration, I decided that none of those
adjectives accurately describe beauty at all. The parameters by which the
general public decides what is "Beautiful" – roses, sunsets, and the
like – are set in place by primal instinct. To believe that beauty is fixed is
to create a world in which humanity exists only to serve these instincts rather
than to use them to achieve a higher purpose than survival. To strive for a
primal, superficial appeal is shallow, but to pursue a meaningful beauty is
incredibly important to improving the quality of one's life.
When
I was younger, I painted a lot of flowers. As an artist, I took joy in
recreating the things that I found aesthetically alluring. However, I never
once considered what it was about the natural world that made me wish to paint
it. Curiously, the answer to that question can be found in the theory of
evolution. Humans find flowers appealing because we have evolved to see them as
a sign of a coming fruitful springtime. We surround ourselves in their colors,
their pinks, purples, reds, and greens, because our subconscious associates
them with survival. The only reason for us to consider anything “beautiful” is
because we connect it to something beneficial. Once I realized this, I started
applying more meaning to the things that I found beautiful. In the grand scheme
of things, roses began to seem dull to me. There was nothing special about them
anymore. Food is plentiful in the twenty-first century and I had no reason to
maintain the intense drive to acquire it. Rather, I began to better appreciate
the sight of a friendly face or a warm meal. These visuals meant something
important to me, something really significant, something completely superior to
my already satisfied need to live long enough to reproduce. Life became more
enjoyable because I could find beauty in everything; no longer did I have to go
to a garden or a forest to experience it, since it could be found in every
aspect of my daily life.
To
this day, I find motivation in the pursuit of beauty. It makes me feel
fulfilled to know that I’m aware of my instincts and thus able to use them to
my advantage rather than being a slave to them. Humans have the unique ability
to override their natural inclinations for their benefits. Understanding this
concept is what ultimately separates us from animals. I would consider it
beautiful.